I don't know or i don't want to know...

I hate hearing you say 'I don't know',
because you mean 'I dont wanna know'.

'I don't know...'
Indeed, you know;
you know what I need,
but you can't make it real ...

More precisely,
you are not willing to make it real for me.

Uncountable disappointment,
continuous tolerance,
ceaseless commitment,
in turn,
tiredness.

'I don't know...'
I don't know if I am still in love with you ...